Tell me what you miss boy (8)
Yeh.
I love Juliette Lewis. Though I think she's a much better Actress than singer.
Like in Natural Born Killers. Shes amazing.
LOL. My mother doesn't let me watch that movie. I've seen it before, and SHE hasn't seen it. So wtf?
lol
Anyhow. I saw the new Chronicles Of Narnia on Friday! Ooof Prince Caspian is GORGEOUS! *drools*
I've done my Media Studies work for 6th form.
Though i'm redoing one of the pieces cause its shit.
I'm reading 'Enduring Love' by Ian McEwan for English Literature.
It's STRANGE as hell!
There's one chapter thats entirely a letter from this guy who stalking another guy. And he's like 'Everyday I thank god for your existence'
WTF!
It's a very good book though .
Trust me to go to the 6th Form where we do an Exam on a story about Gay Stalker! LMAO!
Love it.
Anyway. Just a short one today. Cba to write anything else. Not much on my mind to be honest.
x
Monday 7 July 2008
Wednesday 2 July 2008
Lonely
I don't know whether thats the problem or whether i'm just sad.
But whatever it is, I don't feel too good right now. =[
I'm not entirely sure whats the matter, but I feel absolutely useless.
I felt good earlier. I was talking to Lydia and we were just being geeks, talking about random things and laughing and joking. Then my mama gets home and I feel like crap.
I don't know whether I should be saying that or not. She is very very ill after all.
I don't know whether its her illness making her act the way she does, or whether its just her.
I can't remember back to when she wasn't ill. I was too young and i'm so used to her as she is now, I just can't remember what she was like before she got sick. I can't remember my real mother, and I will never know her. I only know the frail 40 year old lady who should be out enjoying herself with her friends, but can't because of a silly disease that is eating away at her.
I'm a very selfish person. I'm not going to sit here and explain why.
I'll probably end up doing it in my next post anyway. But for now, before I start crying, I'll shut up.
But whatever it is, I don't feel too good right now. =[
I'm not entirely sure whats the matter, but I feel absolutely useless.
I felt good earlier. I was talking to Lydia and we were just being geeks, talking about random things and laughing and joking. Then my mama gets home and I feel like crap.
I don't know whether I should be saying that or not. She is very very ill after all.
I don't know whether its her illness making her act the way she does, or whether its just her.
I can't remember back to when she wasn't ill. I was too young and i'm so used to her as she is now, I just can't remember what she was like before she got sick. I can't remember my real mother, and I will never know her. I only know the frail 40 year old lady who should be out enjoying herself with her friends, but can't because of a silly disease that is eating away at her.
I'm a very selfish person. I'm not going to sit here and explain why.
I'll probably end up doing it in my next post anyway. But for now, before I start crying, I'll shut up.
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