Tuesday 21 October 2008

Knackered

is what I am. x

Sunday 19 October 2008

Joy.

Life gets better...


My mum is now dieing.
There's nothing more they can do for her.
My dad is being a selfish dick.

My mum said shes worried about me being stressed out cause apparently i'm being snappy. She said to him that maybe i'm worried about her. He goes 'Oh no shes not shown ANY signs of being worried about you at all'

Who the fuck does he think he is?
MAYBE I just don't like fucking showing that i'm scared or worried because MAYBE i'm trying to stay positive and have some fucking backbone and strength unlike HIM who just moans and complains about EVERYTHING ALL the time to me.

And then he had the cheek to go 'fuck off cherilyn you dont know what its like having to work and be stressed about bills and losing the house and your wife blahblah'

UHM HELLO? SHE'S MY MOTHER. IT'S MY HOUSE TOO. I'M ALSO GOING TO BE THE ONE LIVING ON THE STREETS. And with work? No, but I do have the worry of failing sixth form, which means i'll get a shit job, and won't be able to afford a house or food when i'm older.


Fuck you.

Friday 17 October 2008

I had a plan

to write a mega long blog.
But i cba

Mum's in hospital again, won't let me go over, crying on phone to dad.

= bad news.

Wednesday 15 October 2008

My Best Friends Wedding

How depressing is that film!

Jesus Christ!

Sunday 12 October 2008

Waheyyy

Lydia and Laura didn't see Rhys again. So I didn't get my video. No probs dudesss.

Not a whole lot going on today. Mama is ill again, refusing to go to hospital. We're not letting her go to work tomorrow. She can't even walk so how she expect to work? ¬_¬


I really have no life. I actually managed to see Gemmar for like a couple of hours after work. She found a fit guy to pursue, so that'll be me outta the window for awhile. We did lunch, decided to do it every saturday in this cute little cafe in town. Dunno how long that'll last though.

Waiting for Aim's to finish her dinner so she can talk to me. Yah I gots no other mates. Billy no mates. Innit ¬_¬


Supposed to have my media draft done but cba atm. I'll do it later it'll take 5 minutes. It's only a magazine cover.
Done my psychology tests. Probably failed.

That's Life!

Sunday 5 October 2008

Mmkay?

So the Reading Mentor and Listening Mentor are down the drain because they didn't tell me when the training was.
Ta!

Went to see The Blackout on Friday. Got there and we were first in the queue again ^_^

Pippa, Jodie and Nikki there again. xD




Fun times. Didn't meet the guys cause Aimee had to go. BUT my amazing friends Lydia and Laura got Rhys to record a video saying hey to me. But they lost it so they're getting another on Saturday =]


Back to reality now. Schooool and gotta tidy the house now :(